December 2009
33 posts
“We all think we’re going to be great and we feel a little bit robbed when our...”
– Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy
Heavy hearts, like heavy clouds in the sky, are...
“i understand completely when you say because you dont cry your husband thinks...”
– raceylace, http://www.depression-guide.com
psychoanalysis
i felt like i’m not allowed to be happy when i was a kid. and my every happy moment was stolen from life. yeah, i felt like a thief, born to be scheming, and constantly living in fear.
though now i’m more grown up and my environment is different, i still feel like that and i can’t explain why.
i am awkward. sometimes.
i is angry. this is angry post with truthful...
for some reason food poisoning sounds less serious than when i say my body is poisoned.
your species and your idealistic goals, can’t see the reality of things sometimes.
you are not who you want to be, because who you want to be is supernatural. and you don’t know one thing about supernaturalism as much as one who’ve actually grown up with the hauntings of it.
talk about...
is it possible that you could get so deprived of something you ain’t sure, and tired; so tired, to be happy again?
food poisoning much
just came back from the doctor with my meds.
o.m.g. i cannot believe i have survived last night (this morning), and still being able to type here with sanity. prolly, i will share some of the details of last night later. feeling gazillion times better now because of the vomiting. my meds look funky; pretty weird directions too.
i had felt like death.
D:
“In real life, love has to be possible. Even if it is not returned right away, love can only survive when the hope exists that you will be able to win over the person you desire”
— Paulo Coelho
“It could be that our faithlessness is a cowering cowardice born of our very...”
– Annie Dillard (via senguin) (via symbiosis) (via honeyhands) (via sine-qua-non) (via quote-book)
“Often the difference between a successful person and a failure is not one has...”
– Andre Malraux (via julie911) (via quote-book)
i am not irresponsible. i’m just letting things happen.
…to hope to see. so i can make a right decision. about my life.
If you're happy and you know it, think again.
Funny how we evaluate ourselves sometimes, and pretend to be enlightened. That is when we could just ask only a few more questions about why we couldn’t do some of the things we kinda wish we could, for good, or just for our curiosity, we could have seen a realer picture of ourselves —possibilities, and destruction. or, a good creation. That would bring us to the next topic: will you...
RE: hmmms.
I caught a bloody mosquito and I’m thinking of what to do with it now.
—It died waiting inside the cup the whole day for me.
I.
If I have histrionic personality disorder I’d be the most beautiful ill person.
16): i love myself unreasonably.
1) you’re a pathological liar
2) it makes your bipolar go crazy
3) so create a person who loves & accepts you.
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4) you’re in denial!
5) but you look deeper and see someone godlike.
6) even God won’t control some things, how would you?
7) you can measure no success. your life is meaningless.
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8) but maybe fame & sex could give you some answers
9) isn’t...
enlightenment of the day
I can’t believe I have these friends.
:D
ohwafah:
fuckyeahnervoussystem:
“The human brain is estimated to have about a hundred billion nerve cells, two million miles of axons, and a million billion synapses, making it the most complex structure, natural or artificial, on earth.” Tim Green, Stephen F. Heinemann and Jim F. Gusella (from a paper in Neuron, vol. 420, page 427, 1998)
communication is greater than loneliness.
i wish i wish i wish
that one day literature classes will study on my writings.
that is one brave, self-esteemed wish I have. but what does anyone think about that?
arrt is without boundaries, & what u can get away...
it has been ridiculed, it has been condemned. but enough persistence makes the idea of a special one communicated. the brain has wires the nature of veg roots, contrary to calculable score of logic in computers. the brain is artism restrained to boxed idea of money-productive lifestyle, & socially encouraged to forget.(what?) ART. -precisely
so i’m not going to care how it is...
fucked up
i want a drowning experience — they say you become a better man if you wake up. and if you don’t, you’ll be at a better place.
