September 2010
3 posts
MORNING WORLD!
can we pretend that airplanes in the sky don’t pollute the environment??
August 2010
15 posts
yes I smile
but I really have happiness.
just that sometimes my perception of happiness gets a little too fuzzy, when I recall the type of things I lost. for instance, right now.
I suppose I never granted closure to my past. stubborn. i think I can relive my 7 years-old.
against all facts.
Hence I lie to myself for encouragement
living in this hell of grief.
There's no real consolation to a missed childhood....
siblinghood
A part of me still wished to be that small kid who’d play with my sisters.
I haven’t seen them for 12 years since my parents’ divorce.
Now my second sis is married and has two sons.
I think I know why I never felt like meeting them as they’ve recently asked.
Because I didn’t want to admit to this change.
My dream will never come true;
those days are completely...